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anxiety for beginners

by littleboca

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1.
Impassive 04:31
I have to remain impassive Then everyone will go There are no pictures on the wall The phone’s waiting for an answer No dial tone, nothing For a moment I will try to close my tired eyes I will try again to explain to myself What happened, why I did what I did All of my suitcases are Full of grimaces and fake smiles Everything else is lost Nobody is waiting down the road. And nobody said goodbye. It is too late, too late. For a moment I will try to close my tired eyes I will try again to explain to myself What happened, why I did what I did I can feel where my desintegration begins It is slowly gaining ground from Inside out. This is the end, it’s over I’ve to keep on walking straight Then everyone will go
2.
No Clouds 02:57
I am gazing into nothing. No clouds, no sun and you’re flying. One bird is caressing the sky. I feel one bird is caressing mi mind with his black feathers. I don’t know where the pills are. My body doesn’t understand this wait. Sorry, I will do it again. I’m sure I will make the same mistake. You have to run away No clouds, no sun, no plains, no. You have to run away
3.
It’s the dream awakening, the worst imaginable start. When the dawn’s twisting and the eyes cling to the dark. The last gods are demanding the payment of his blackmails. A bath of glass splinters Is always waiting for us. While I’m falling into the deepest blindness I think that it maybe would be worth it that I would give up my loneliness to finish with hers Now, I feel A link’s close to breaking. The most seducer supernova Is being born dying and sacrificing over and over. While I’m falling into the deepest blindness I think that it maybe would be worth it that I would give up my loneliness to finish with hers Now, I feel It’s the dream awakening, the worst imaginable start. It’s the dream awakening, the worst start.
4.
Throat’s dry and tired Dripping wet’s your forehead Lips and tongue are aching Incoherent phrases What if time Doesn’t want to stop? Feel the heart beats slowing down And bad taste in your mouth Although you are dying Nobody’s reacting Brace yourself, Be still like a tough rock Get out and change everything Into something different Keep the words in your chest When your eyes are wide closed She didn’t realize yet That you’re alone one more time Brace yourself, Be still like a tough rock Get out and change everything Into something different
5.
There is peace There’s confidence, there is affection, There’s enough distance from me There’s light it’s covering everything with color There are real emotions and hope Oh, there is a wonderful calm There is truth Simply, there is you There is dark There’s infinite madness all over There’s a twisted thinking flying over us Oh, there is a violent storm There is fear Simply there is me There’s a lot of poison In these cruel teeth Simply there is me.
6.
Oh, always it’s so empty here Oh, all is full of nothing here Oh, always it’s so freezing here that I can’t stop embracing it I know, It’s very illogical but I cannot remember the way back Oh, It’s very illogical But I cannot remember the way back to one place I’ve never left Always it's so empty All is full of nothing
7.
You listen to me and I Am sliding between my own words. You always trust in me. In the meanwhile, my Fierce betrayal has begun. Can’t you see cement over me? This conversation will be Lost into your mind, as usual. I don’t know what to do. Let’s hope You become aware of this sad truth River is approaching the sea. Can’t you see cement over me? Maybe one day, the mystic singing of an extinct bird Will be able to make you find the key you’re looking for. Maybe one day, It will help you to forget the loss. Maybe one day, It will help you to dissolve the storm. Then, you will set out again to the frozen North. Then, you’ll be-able to discover an authentic love.
8.
Spider Eyes 03:40
Anodyne Buildings slide off At full speed Breaking the sound barrier. The silence (that outlives) Stares at me Through the windows like spider eyes Empty shapes, That one day Hosted people, Caress me, hit me, sometimes And pass me by Children’s innocence Decays slowly In an aerials Rubbish dump, rubbish dump A slippery floor Shows me the truest Essence of my Deliriums The goal’s Unattainable But I reach it And the world’s turn’ around again To my fate
9.
Jet Lac 05:31
I think I’ve seen a strange shiny gleam In the water. I’m swimming before realizing it Under water. Big-eyed fishes Show me the way to the plane. Like an automaton, I dive In the cockpit. A small universe of human lights Is around me. Then I see it. It’s a beautiful red control. It is begging Me to press his heart. And I just do it. Five, four, tree, two, one, zero I feel like a superhero… Faster than light, I’m multiplying myself And at last, I can embrace the infinite space.
10.
The Sun Is Melting On Our Skyline Now, I would want to plunge into red and calm rivers of fire You wait until there was no dreams, when light and sound are gone. The lava’s here. You feel its blood. Will and stones will be bend soon. But you turn one’s back on your fate again The Sun Is Melting On Our Skyline

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Grabación, producción y diseño gráfico: Littleboca
Fotografía: José G. Ojínaga

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released April 2, 2013

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littleboca Zamora, Spain

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(Evo-Indie sin tregua desde enero de 2011)

Foto LUZ NEGRA INVIERNO: Sonia Hernández Miguel

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