anxiety for beginners

by littleboca

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Grabación, producción y diseño gráfico: Littleboca
Fotografía: José G. Ojínaga

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released April 2, 2013

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littleboca Zamora, Spain

A singular band.
(Evo-Indie sin tregua desde enero de 2011)

Fotos: José G. Ojínaga

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Track Name: Impassive
I have to remain impassive
Then everyone will go

There are no pictures on the wall
The phone’s waiting for an answer
No dial tone, nothing

For a moment
I will try to close my tired eyes
I will try again to explain to myself
What happened, why I did what I did

All of my suitcases are
Full of grimaces and fake smiles
Everything else is lost

Nobody is waiting down the road.
And nobody said goodbye.
It is too late, too late.

For a moment
I will try to close my tired eyes
I will try again to explain to myself
What happened, why I did what I did

I can feel where
my desintegration begins
It is slowly gaining ground from
Inside out. This is the end, it’s over

I’ve to keep on walking straight
Then everyone will go
Track Name: No Clouds
I am gazing into
nothing.
No clouds, no sun and you’re
flying.

One bird
is caressing the sky. I feel
one bird
is caressing mi mind
with his black feathers.

I don’t know where the
pills are.
My body doesn’t understand
this wait.

Sorry,
I will do it again. I’m sure
I will
make the same mistake.
You have to run away

No clouds, no sun, no plains, no.
You have to run away
Track Name: The Dream Awakening
It’s the dream awakening,
the worst imaginable start.
When the dawn’s twisting
and the eyes cling to the dark.

The last gods are demanding
the payment of his blackmails.
A bath of glass splinters
Is always waiting for us.

While I’m falling
into the deepest
blindness
I think that it maybe would be worth it
that I would give up
my loneliness
to finish with hers
Now, I feel

A link’s close to breaking.
The most seducer supernova
Is being born dying and sacrificing
over and over.

While I’m falling
into the deepest
blindness
I think that it maybe would be worth it
that I would give up
my loneliness
to finish with hers
Now, I feel

It’s the dream awakening,
the worst imaginable start.

It’s the dream awakening,
the worst start.
Track Name: Incoherent Phrases
Throat’s dry and tired
Dripping wet’s your forehead
Lips and tongue are aching
Incoherent phrases

What if time
Doesn’t want to stop?

Feel the heart beats slowing down
And bad taste in your mouth
Although you are dying
Nobody’s reacting

Brace yourself,
Be still like a tough rock
Get out and change everything
Into something different

Keep the words in your chest
When your eyes are wide closed
She didn’t realize yet
That you’re alone one more time

Brace yourself,
Be still like a tough rock
Get out and change everything
Into something different
Track Name: +...........-
There is peace
There’s confidence, there is affection,
There’s enough distance from me

There’s light
it’s covering everything with color
There are real emotions and hope

Oh, there is a wonderful calm
There is truth
Simply, there is you

There is dark
There’s infinite madness all over
There’s a twisted thinking flying over us

Oh, there is a violent storm
There is fear
Simply there is me

There’s a lot of poison
In these cruel teeth
Simply there is me.
Track Name: Very Illogical
Oh, always it’s so empty here
Oh, all is full of nothing here
Oh, always it’s so freezing here
that I can’t stop embracing it

I know,
It’s very illogical
but I cannot
remember the way back

Oh, It’s very illogical
But I cannot remember
the way back to one place
I’ve never left

Always it's so empty
All is full of nothing
Track Name: Cement Over Me
You listen to me and I
Am sliding between my own words.
You always trust in me. In the meanwhile, my
Fierce betrayal has begun.

Can’t you see cement over me?

This conversation will be
Lost into your mind, as usual.
I don’t know what to do. Let’s hope
You become aware of this sad truth

River is approaching the sea.
Can’t you see cement over me?

Maybe one day, the mystic singing of an extinct bird
Will be able to make you find the key you’re looking for.

Maybe one day, It will help you to forget the loss.
Maybe one day, It will help you to dissolve the storm.

Then, you will set out again to the frozen North.
Then, you’ll be-able to discover an authentic love.
Track Name: Spider Eyes
Anodyne
Buildings slide off
At full speed
Breaking the sound barrier.

The silence (that outlives)
Stares at me
Through the windows like spider eyes

Empty shapes,
That one day
Hosted people,
Caress me, hit me, sometimes
And pass me by

Children’s innocence
Decays slowly
In an aerials
Rubbish dump, rubbish dump

A slippery floor
Shows me the truest
Essence of my
Deliriums

The goal’s
Unattainable
But I reach it
And the world’s turn’ around again
To my fate
Track Name: Jet Lac
I think I’ve seen a strange shiny gleam
In the water.
I’m swimming before realizing it
Under water.

Big-eyed fishes
Show me the way to the plane.

Like an automaton, I dive
In the cockpit.
A small universe of human lights
Is around me.

Then I see it.
It’s a beautiful red control.
It is begging
Me to press his heart. And I just do it.

Five, four, tree, two, one, zero
I feel like a superhero…

Faster than light,
I’m multiplying myself
And at last,
I can embrace the infinite space.
Track Name: The Sun Is Melting On Our Skyline
The Sun Is Melting On Our Skyline

Now, I would want
to plunge into
red and calm
rivers of fire

You wait until
there was no dreams,
when light and sound
are gone.

The lava’s here.
You feel its blood.
Will and stones
will be bend soon.
But you turn one’s back
on your fate again

The Sun Is Melting On Our Skyline